MY LIFE AS me…

Yuh..it has been a while i did not update my blog..Maybe lately i just too buzy..i buzy with my final year project, Dr.wan lab report, plus buzy of looking my classmate. Huh..why looking classmate? The main reason is i may not able to see them again after bulan 5 since most of us after finish study will spilt up..some go north,some go south,some will remain here..therefore that make me so sedih..but what to do , this is a fact of life which perjumpaan-perpisahan adalah satu kawan rapat di dalam kehidupan yg mana benda ni takkn boleh dipisahkn..cuma yg jd penawar is rasa rindu dan ingatan. Why sad?Why not rasa seronok sb dh tamat belajar..for me, the classmate is like my big family, bila sorang sakit, i can feel their pain, if one is cheering i also can feel the happiness, but now everybody is spliting up for purpose to catch the dream of theirs which we must split to grab it. Nevertheless, I hope all of our memory will not vanish from my head and hope after 3yr,4yr,5yr and beyond the memory will remain. To my dear classmate, let wish that the bond that has made shall not brake but it will grow stonger day to day.

15 Mac 2009 …is the time i return to my kampung at melaka. The feeling is great with every thing is running smooth until an incident has made me sick or ‘kemualan’.

I feel mual when i saw a group of from people butcher the goat extremly…i saw the people cut the goat brain without rasa takut. At the momment the brain spill out from the goat head skull, if feel i wanna to muntah. Yup maybe this is the first time i tolong butcher goat.. and because of these i feel so mual..

Beside of mual butchering, i also feel demam after makan kambing. Yup rasa pening semacam..n then i end up with mual feeling…

and that i got idea ‘kemualan’.

Today 11 MArch 2009.. i feel so sick. I’m feeling sick for every thing from A to Z.

I just do not know how why does i feeling like that. Maybe Allah now why. I think the reason i feeling so sakit, may due the class become ship rack. Bising here and bising there. And that make me so miserable, i dont know maybe everybody feeling excited to the TexSas anual diner? Who knows. Beside that i also feel so sick may due because of the a lot of test and final projek work. Indeed final projek work has drag me down, and it sometime make want to shout with prase ” NO MORE PROJECT, NO MORE DYEING !!!”

Yup the life was so sick…

Today i has done a lot of extreme thing. The thing other people may thing as kelakar or weird. But for me it really entertaining. Today around 3pm-5pm i go for the dancing/arobic practice. During that time a lot of crazy thing happen. I jumping, I sing and I run free flow. It just too funny during that class, serious man n girl..At the time also i can see evry body to dance very joyful, especially Raja, always gelak2 all of the time. Wani..with her ‘gendeng’ pose. Aisyah very like a drill officer..so scaryla…and other like eija, dila, tqah, aim, kak mala n haris very skill in menari..But every body mmg hebat n kelakar..

Indeed after dancing..I feel so stress free…and relax.                                            Theredore everybody out there let Dance !!

I feel that my life is going to fast…until i dont feel that i do not touch real life of me. I feel that the world become too tactical, every thing need to be arange, calculative and it mean a lot to me. I must calculate all sort of time management, from 1 second, 1 minute, 1 hour and 1 month..to me time is so precious since it is gold to me. More or less time shall give me the oppurtunities to settle down my work..

Anywy these week feel so tired….

19-2-09 till 27-2-09..for me the time was to packed. It was packed with workload..such work load are from the test, seminar, interview..

The life as me was so messy.. i could barely rest…since the life was so penat..and tiring..Serious shit !!! Life to PACKED!!! I feel i wanna scream..but i am man therefore i need to show some kind of i am though and unbeatable..

Hmm…being a tough guy, in my opinioun is rather penat and tiring. You want to know why????

This because you need to handle all the problem matter in ur own head and soul…which mean you do not has a living soul to share your matter. And it make to feel a harsh life. Lucky, i has a surportive class mate which i can share my matter to them.. Thanks again..people especially Nurul, Raja, Dila ..

Sunday-Monday-Sunday-when does it will finish??

Hello i just create a new album regarding of my trip to the Genting..

For me the creation of the album has given an ample of oppurtunities to me for expressing the innner creativity of myself. More over for that the creating of the Album has made me remind about the event  during that day. For that is so fasinating and i enjoy the memory with da friend. The picture i took may look like peeping-tom shoting but for me it just a way to frozen time at the genting via lenses. The camera has given me the opputunities to frozen the memory for generation.

Last word i feel the trip to genting is really memorable…and a lot of the figure and soul is froze in time…

What is 2009 to me?

A new journey? Maybe? A new Gadjet? A love?

2009 mean a lot to me in term of time management, my personnel life, gadjet aquiring…

Time management in 2009 mean i has a lot thing to do..since i am a final year student which required to me to a lot of work, thesis writng and many more…

just hoping that i has ample of time and strght to face the chalange,,,

Personnel life?..Ermm i think i am now in ‘Gatal’ Stage where now i feel so lonely and need the touch of soft human who is call my dream girl..unfortunately i do not has one…so sad huh !! But luckily i has spot one girl, she from remote and sleepy town Raub, hopeful i wish i can get time and bravery to express my feeling to her before graduating…hopefully la…. hehe

Gadget aspectt? Yup i has aquired a new Beginer DSLR…from Canon under Prosumer category…which call PowerShot Sx10 IS. These camera very very capable to do thing like the Canon EOS Mark 1 Camera…plus the image from this PowerShot is so sharp…and i shot the image like a Pro…

Ok…that it for what the world of me for 2009..later

Akhirnya bertemu juga ak dgn dia, dia akan ak jumpa pada 7/11/08, pukul 2.45 pm. Akhirnya setelah sekian lama menunggu dpt juga ak berjumpa..dengan bersenjatakan mata berdakwat akan ak berlawan dgnnya. Ku harap ak akan menempuh hari itu dgn selamat n gemilang. Dia adalah merupakan sebuah subject yang ak ambik yakni subject textile chemical engineering yg sungguh pening, mencabar n mengujakan..

Di saat  menjelang raya, kita akan rasa seronok termasukla ak…kita akan sibuk akan kelengkapan baru, seperti baju baru, kasut baru hatta seluar dalam pun akan dibeli baru. tapi pernahkah kita berfikir siapa akan adernya insan yang beraya di dalam serba kurang. Jadi menjelang hari raya ini, diharap kita tidak berboros belanja di dalam menyediakan kelengkapan raya…

Salam Aidilfitri,

Maaf Zahir Batin.

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